MEMERY????

Sep. 18th, 2012 12:46 am
rebells: shrug, confident, dismissal (causus belli)
[personal profile] rebells
I AM STILL WORKING ON MY HEART GAME WRITEUP but in the meantime Swift also just hit 6k, and has . . . THINGS going on, so!

This post is for:
+ heartgame questions ("what did X represent" or "what was I supposed to do with Y" or "what would have happened if XYZ?")
+ THIS INCLUDES IF YOU WANT TO SEE YOUR RELATIONSHIP WINDCHIME or your team's scroll descrip. OR JASPERS HAD SWAG/STUFFED ANIMALS, you can look at those too!
+ r-relationship updates, in light of heartgame or . . . other things OR YOU KNOW BECAUSE I HAVEN'T DONE A MEME IN AGES
+ other questions????? idk I am open

Date: 2012-09-18 05:28 am (UTC)
debossy: (it's so great! it's fucking awesome!)
From: [personal profile] debossy
Can I just ask for everything is that cheating. I'm so sorry.

(I definitely want to see windchimes/STUFF IN BEDROOM/SCROLL IF ANY MORE EXISTED THAN I SAW!)

Date: 2012-09-18 06:39 am (UTC)
debossy: (a)
From: [personal profile] debossy
I'M SO SORRY YOU HAVE TO PASTE SO MUCH STUFF FOR ME HOPEFULLY OTHER PEOPLE ARE ALSO ENJOYING THIS XD

Date: 2012-09-18 07:11 am (UTC)
debossy: (song of the foolish bird)
From: [personal profile] debossy
IN RETURN RELATIONSHIP FOR YOU! (And then you can reverse me after you get to everyone else)

Sakuya has been punched a whole lot in the feelings since Unbooking and PROBABLY AT LEAST 50% OF IT HAS BEEN SWIFT'S FAULT! Or not his fault so much as Swift-related. The mistletoe thread they had surprised him and affected him a lot; he'd been extremely on edge and afraid before that, but it reassured him of his place on the team, which he'd been very unsure of, because Swift is the person he understands the least sometimes on Jasper. (Also the most, sometimes. It's a thing.) He honestly wasn't sure if Swift hated him or was angry or disappointed in him and the thing about Sakuya is that he's normally not a guy who gives a fuck if that's true. He honestly doesn't care if he's liked, in most situations. But this one is different, because for one thing he's invested in Jasper being a harmonious team (because it's important for games and maintaining sanity in daily life when you live with people)--but also because when he got back he was alone and afraid and had no one but his team to turn to, and he didn't know what he would do if they turned away, so he didn't know how to ask anyone to reach out to him. Especially not Swift, who turned away from him that first night he was back, even if Sakuya understood why and wasn't really offended by it per se. (IT WAS SUCH A SWIFT THING TO DO.)

Anyway, that thread assuaged his fears, because he realized how deeply Swift loves Jasper and that they have a lot in common in some ways, and he was able to say some things that had been weighing on his mind and it was awkward but it was excusable and it wasn't met with scorn or irritation. So Sakuya felt a lot better about Jasper stuff after that. THEN THE HEART GAME HAPPENED which was a gigantic punch to the heart in a lot of ways. Sakuya doesn't yet remember what it's like to be someone who would stand alongside his friends to save the world and risk his life for them, and he honestly had no idea Swift was that kind of person, so in a way he's just . . . in awe. MY TEAMMATE IS AN AMAZING INDIVIDUAL. He sure hides it well! Plus there was a lot of windchime dere and True Heart dere and Sakuya knows well now his place in Swift's heart, and it's such a vast thing that he can hardly begin to grasp it, and if he thinks about it too hard he gets wobbly squishy weepy embarrassing feelings.

(Platonic ones.)

Anyway tl;dr Sakuya would trust Swift with his life and the lives of the rest of Jasper and will do everything he can to stand alongside him in that and never let harm come to him. There's a strong sense that not only is this a teammate and friend, this is an individual whose life is truly worth preserving because he brings good into the world, and that's not a sense that Sakuya feels easily.

EVEN IF YOU'RE STILL A JERK SOMETIMES ( '-')

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